My girlfriend has turned to the lottery because subconsciously she feels that after my constant inability to keep a job or start a career that our best bet may lay elsewhere. My dad use to do the same thing. I always thought it was neat. Now I know that it is a desperate cry for help.
I should just be happy that she is still even with a loser like me.
I feel like a character from those romantic comedies where the guy is a loser and the girl leaves him at the beginning and its starts his journey to greatness and self discovery. Hope the latter is in the cards.