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Laying all alone

Getting in my zone 

McCAuley home alone 

Grass is green call me Shonn

Happy hour 

Power hour 

Bartender 

Liquor shower 

Shots shots shots shots shots shots shots

Fuck a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot

It's not even my birthday....

Night cap

Vodka and orange; 

Screwdriver 

Put into to tangent 

Adjacent tangerine 

Like siler

So many different mes

5,10, 15 and 20 me 

The ages of me when I felt

Like mental victory was attained

Now maintained is a life mundane

Why don't we just be who we want

Rather than slave on the brain

Sloth everyone's favorite sin

At least it's mine

The kind of shit that never will end

And I'm in one; at least

I'd like to be I got emotion 

Pouring out like faucetry 

Like why am I not what u thought I would be

When I was 15 talking about

Where we'd be in 2013 

Then you understand that 

The work you put in you get out

And you find out how loud life can shout 

Every other day I make a stand

Just to fall back down and make amends

With demons they never leaving

They're in my soul

Who put em there I guess

I did when I stopped holding control

And it festures

A gesture is lost in the move

Mind torn a back 

And I feel like I'm about to lose

Like I can wake up when I want when I want

No alarm but then evil patterns start and 

And I'm back to causing harm

Like I didn't want tune just spend  

Some time writing out the feelings that alcohol provides 

Now I speak my mind

And flow in 

And out of the cracks 

Of the the shack

That use to be clean

Man diamond in the back

Daddy's caddy was the ride 

That set the stage what you want

To be better than just my age but man

I'm stuck in the mudd

Like withering leaves in October 

Just before the kids masks

Get shipped from over seas 

But I digress

I'm stressed

I'm less than I thought id be nigga

Confess the rest of what i Aughtta be 

Nigga

Paid and made money in

My bank 

Laid and wait for the sunny sunset

But the words I here defeat me

Repeat thee I can do as long

As I will lead me

Don't listen to yourself but believe

In your heart

Let what needs to happen commence

And you'll see yourpart

No filter 

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My Angel.

Examing my Richardson

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